DISCIPULUS HISMAELIANUS

Alone tonight

In my bed

I can get

Myself

Where I want

With what I want

How long, how strong

I decide

I serve myself

And I command

I get all what

I demand

I command myself

And I serve

I know what

I deserve

Until the rain falls and the fire burns

Have I ever loved myself?

And when the rain burns and evaporates

Do you feel I’m loving you?

Do it to me in your dream

Hey babies of Christ -See me make love

Hey “true believers” -Watch me make good

Hey crippled sheep -Can you love better

And beware of your god

Beware Of God!

And when the rain falls and the fire burns

Have you ever loved yourself?

And when the rain burns and evaporates

Do you feel I’m fucking you?

2001.08.30-2002.05.09